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Lisa ([personal profile] charmedsteps) wrote in [community profile] abstractborders2018-06-25 01:08 pm

Reboot

The energy spike had caught the SS Explorer's attention and Commander Hawkins had diverted Lisa's patrol to check.  New to this section of the galaxy it seemed as if they'd stepped right into a faction war and the team of space explorers were scrambling for intel on the situation before a misstep on their part dragged them into something - or worse, cost them their lives. 

"What happened here?" she breathed it but the microphone in her helmet still picked it up, a ghost whisper that seemed to suit the graveyard they found themselves in.  And it was graveyard.  While it was obvious it was the ruins of a facility of some sort, probably the remnants of what was left on one of the low orbiting moons of this planet, the twisted metal itself held far too many -

coffins.  Lisa looked out across the devastation and there were so many coffins.  Tubes of glass and steel, at first they'd thought they were energy tanks - until her team had gotten close enough to see there were bodies inside.  Acres and acres of ruined metal - and glass tubes.  And each tube held a body....

Careful she started to pick her way through, watching her footing, hand out for balance.  Whatever this place had once been there was nothing left of it now and her fingertips lightly moved over each glass tube that she came near.  You.  And you.  And you.  So many in those tubes that no one would bury or mourn and it seemed wrong that she was the only one that would remember them.  Had it been a cryo-facility?  Storage?  Some of the faces were ruined, the impact of the fall from the moon to the planet's surface brutal but some of them were still recognizable and so she picked up - slowly - on the fact they were all the same person.  Cloning?  Was that possible?  An entire facility of the exact same clone?  Why?  Why just one man over and over and over again and why had it all be destroyed.  Why had they all been killed?

"Lisa?" Krik's voice over the helmet's intercom and she hummed before remembering.

"It's all right.  I've got this.  Its just - its not what we thought it was.  I think it was a cloning facility.  I'm sending the readings from my HUD.  It's - bad.  It's really bad, Krik."

The Alliance of planets that Lisa's squad belonged to were no where near the level of technology to be creating human clones and yet - you.  And you.  And you.  Her hand brushed each cylinder she passed as she worked her way deeper into the tragedy.  Someone had made them - and then they'd been killed before they'd even woken and she wasn't sure if that made them alive or not - except her chest ached like a hole and she thought that was her answer.  You.  And you.  And you, she silently promised with each glide of gloved fingertips over glass.  I will remember you if no one else will.  Some of the pods were open and those were the worst.  Because the bodies were spilled out and broken and it made her wonder, horribly, if some of them had been alive for the fall.  If they'd known.  The ache in her chest deepened and she rubbed absently at it, moon dust across her uniform.  The displays across her helmet's screen, linked to her ship, ran through their scans and cycles as she moved.

"Picking up an energy source.  Looks like its pretty centrally located.  Its not much but its all that we've got.  I'm going to check it out.  Maybe there's a terminal that survived or something we can download information about the facility from."

"Roger that" Jeff's voice now, even if it was tinny with distance.  "Be careful, Leese."

Another hum before she remember and affirmed it but - she couldn't imagine anything being left alive in this mess.  And she almost hoped she was right.  Nothing would have survived that fall and if it did - chances were good there were no doctors in the fleet or elsewhere that could fix what it would have cost. 

You.  And you.  And you.

The power source was what looked like what was left of a power box, the pillar it had been built into enough to save it during the crash and Lisa carefully opened it.  Galra tech.  The Explorer was new to the system - but they'd already encountered Galra.

"Hooking in.  I don't know if we'll get anything, its pretty rough but - " she slipped the clip into place on the port she could find, having to wiggle it a little due to the damage but the light finally went green and she left it to download what it could.  There was no telling how much a power cell would store about the facility but it was all they had at this point.  Turning to look around as it ticked through its job, she noticed another mass of cylinders and made her way over.  It hurt but - someone should witness it.  Someone should acknowledge that they had existed.  Her fingers slipped over cracked glass.  You.  And you.  And -

he moved.

Alone by herself on a dead alien world in a ruined graveyard of clones, Lisa did the sensible thing and jerked back with a high pitched hiccup caught in her throat, hands snatched back, barely catching herself from tripping. 

"I'm okay, I'm okay," was the automatic answer to the sudden worried voices filtered through her helmet and, careful, she edged her way back.  There was something illogically frightening about finding a living body when you thought everyone was dead.  Closer inspection showed how the tube had gotten caught in cables on the way down, how the metal stacking structure had taken the majority of the impact.  Half afraid that there was nothing inside, a body with no mind, she tapped the glass. 

His fingers twitched.

"I think I found someone," it came out shaky, not sure if she should be relieved or heart-broken.  It took some work but the broken latch finally jiggled loose under her persistence and she got the lid of the thing off.  Just like a glass coffin....  His chest was rising and falling.  Breathing.  Nothing looked horrifyingly broken.  Careful she reached out, touched his cheek with her glove, helmet registering the temperature of him at least. 

"Wake up."  It came out filtered through the helmet and she remembered it belatedly.  Reached up to pull it off her head, breaking the neck seal, hair coming loose.  Hoping for an answer, scared of what it might be.  Defense training went out the window as she leaned over and rested her hands on his shoulders, pressing slightly.  "Wake up now.  Please.  You need to wake up."

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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-07-24 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
You're real.

There was something about those words that resonated through him in a way he'd probably never be able to put into words. Describing the feeling of having someone validate his existence would never be an easy thing to do but oh was he grateful for Lisa doing it right now. His fingers twitch then tighten around hers as he nods, head ducked--briefly--as he let's himself focus on that.

You're real.

She was right though. He was going to have to tell them; the commander at the very least. Lisa was someone he wanted to be honest with as well considering all she was putting on the line for him. The risk she was taking in bringing him back to her ship.

"I will," he said softly, sincerely. "I want you to know as well. I just..I just need some time to process everything. But I promise--" Kuron looked up then, his grip on her hand still firm though by no means in a harmful manner. "--I promise I'm not going to hide anything from you or your commander."
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-07-24 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"You don't need to thank me, Lisa," Kuron said softly, almost in a protesting manner as he shook his head only to let out a huff of laughter at the statement that followed. "I promise things will make more sense once you've heard the whole story."

Hopefully. He didn't exactly have a way to prove everything he planned to tell them but if nothing else perhaps honesty would be enough to prove to them that Voltron and the other Paladins weren't just some gimmick to rally the galaxy together.

Giving her hand another squeeze, Kuron finally let it go. His hand fell to rest on his leg as he glanced past her to look out the main window of the ship and a thoughtful look touched his face.

"...How bad was the show?" How you weren't expecting anything serious right now, Lisa. He glances at her, lips twitching. "Overly campy?"
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-07-27 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Hearing that laugh and seeing the way she lights up has Kuron smiling even more. At the time the whole thing had been so ridiculous that it had been hard to think about how other people might have been taking it. Hearing Lisa talk about it made him understand a bit better just the sort of impact the show had on people--even if some considered it just a children's show.

"I don't know if I could watch it after being in it," he said without really thinking about what he was saying.

And then it clicked and he almost groaned.

"It was--we did it as a means of improving public opinion of Voltron and the work we'd been doing to stop the Galra," Kuron said before Lisa could say anything, maybe, just maybe, looking a little embarrassed. "It was all based on real events."

Just exaggerated.
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-01 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Kuron gave her a slightly apologetic smile as he nodded, gaze shifting to his lap as he let out a soft sigh.

"Yeah. It..was a means of rallying people to Voltron's cause. To unite people against the Galra," he explained, loosely lacing his fingers together between his knees. "They had suppressed so many people across the galaxy and made it almost impossible to build a resistance...the show was a way of showing people that there was a way to stop what they were attempting. To put an end to their reign."

Even if it had been a little over the top.

His gaze shifts back to Lisa as she puts together that he was apart of Voltron though it honestly hurts more than he wants to admit to hear her say that. He starts to protest but she's talking again before he can say much so Kuron waits, hands clenching together.

"It's alright. We--I'm not a Paladin anymore. I was but it..it's complicated. There's another Black Paladin. I was just a temporary member," he said with only the slightest waver to his voice. "I just want to make sure they're alright but I--" Don't have a place with them anymore. They wouldn't want me back anyway. Not after what I did. "--I'm not a Paladin anymore."
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-03 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
A wave of relief swept over him when Lisa accepted his response for now, Kuron giving her a thankful look as her hands curled around his.

"Thank you Lisa," he said sincerely, her words filling him with a warmth that he'd gotten use to feeling when he'd been with the other...with the Paladins. That familial feeling, that kinship that he'd grown so fond of while he'd been living Shiro's life. Now, more than ever, he craved it and having Lisa offer it like she was gave him yet another lifeline to cling to as he tried to get himself settled into this new existence he was shaping for himself.

And she was right. One step at a time.

His gaze shifted to the screen as her hands slipped from his, the young man settling back a bit more comfortably, taking in the sight of the ship coming into view. His escape from all of this. No, escape wasn't the right word.

His new start.

It wasn't until they were closer that he found his voice again, so lost in thought as they approached that he hadn't realized he'd lapsed into silence, Kuron blinking out back into the present and looking from the screen to Lisa.

"Any warnings for me before we board?" he asked in a joking manner, trying to lighten the mood since, well, he had been responsible for the dip. "Anyone I should watch out for?"
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-06 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Jeff was the team leader. Ginger was the friendly flirt. Rocky was the tough guy with the heart of gold. Kirk was the intuitive squad leader.

It was a lot and he wasn't going to remember every little detail but he had least had a good basis to go by to start. He'd remember names, if nothing else, and that would be enough to help him through the initial introductions. Putting names to faces and building his own mental files on everyone was something he could work on in time, like Lisa said.

"I promise I won't get too overwhelmed. It might just take me a little bit to get everything down," he admitted with a sheepish smile. "Meeting the team leader first, then to the med bay. Then we meet the commander. That's easy enough though." A little terrifying, he couldn't help but feel that way, but he would deal with it. Lisa was putting a lot on the line for him and he wasn't about to do anything to jeopardize that. The mention of a hot meal and a warm bed helps him relax a bit, Kuron nodding as he goes quiet while she maneuvers the ship into the port and gets everything settled for the end of flight check.

He's in the process of undoing his harness when she glances at him, a bit of that hard edge still there that Kuron's come to recognize as Lisa's determined 'I mean it' look.

"I will," he promised before letting out a breathy laugh as he made to stand. "Finders keepers huh?" he teased, shaking his head in amusement. "Good to know I've got one of the toughest women around on my side at least."
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-10 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Kuron just smiles and follows her out of the ship, unable to fight off the tension that seeps over him.

Unfamiliar place. Unfamiliar face. Memorize the layout. Figure out the exits--

He stops just out of the doorway of the ship and closes his eyes for a moment, forcing himself to take a deep breath and anchor himself. Lisa was right in front of him; she was there. He could trust her. It was okay. Some of the tension is still visible in his stance as he opens his eyes again, just as Lisa steps to the side and Jeff speaks for the first time but Kuron does his best to relax and make it clear he's not about to do anything.

He's just...it's all new.

"Likewise," Kuron said with a hesitant smile as he took Jeff's hand, returning the tight grip with a firm one of his own. "Hopefully I can fill in whatever gaps there are in what she told you guys."

An olive branch of sorts? Maybe.

Releasing Jeff's hand Kuron can't help but take a slight step to the side, putting himself closer to Lisa as he tucks his arms behind his back, standing at attention though a rather lax version of it.

"I owe all of you a lot, letting me come aboard like this."
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-11 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
The press of Lisa's shoulder against his side was a welcome touch and it helped Kuron to relax more despite how unsure he still felt about this. Jeff seemed wary, and rightly so, and that was making every warning signal in Kuron's brain go off all at once. But Lisa was here and she trusted this man, trusted her crew, so he was going to fight every urge to flee that he had and see this through.

"I hope so," he said sincerely, an thankful note to his voice as Jeff gave him that encouragement. The man didn't have to do it but he did. It meant a lot given the strange circumstances of all this.

Kuron let his stance relax, arms falling to his sides now as he followed after Jeff. He kept his silence and just let them talk, a little worried about the puzzle piece comment and what would come of it since he had a feeling that meant he'd be sharing quarters with someone. It wouldn't be a problem, at least he hoped it wouldn't. Then again, he hadn't thought coming on board this ship would be either yet here he was as nervous and on edge as he had been when he'd woken up in a completely different body with Lisa hovering over him. The tension was starting to seep back into him but yet again Lisa was there to save him from it. He startled as he felt her hand in his and glanced over at her as she squeezed his. A grateful look seeped into his expression and he returned the gesture before she pulled her hand away.

He was really glad it was Lisa that had found him.

"Seems easy enough, assuming there aren't too many colors," Kuron murmured with a small smile, glancing at the stripes on the wall only for his gaze to flick to Lisa as she tapped 07 on the wall. He didn't say anything, didn't nod, but the message was received as his gaze lingered for a moment longer than necessary before it was on Jeff again. "Will the commander be the one to assign me quarters or is that something that will be done before I meet with him?" Just so he can start process all the information and mapping things out as he moves about the ship.

His steps halt as they reach the med bay and he starts to say something only to stop himself, gaze flicking between Jeff and Lisa as they go back and forth. He can see both sides of it and he doesn't want to seem too reliant on Lisa and make things more awkward that necessary--he'd seen the way Jeff had looked at them when Lisa had rested her shoulder against his side--but...

"If..it's alright, I would appreciate having her stay. This probably should be easy enough to manage on my own but--" Kuron stopped, frowning slightly as he glanced towards the doorway of the medbay. "...I'm still getting my bearings and Lisa saw everything back there. I'd like to have her with me when I speak to the Commander."
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[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-17 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Kuron isn't sure if he should be worried or amused by the entire exchange, the look on Jeff's face definitely something he was use to seeing on say Keith's face when the other was fed up with Lance at times but considering how at ease he was with Lisa? He was going to call this a win over all.

"Alright," he mused, glancing at Lisa and giving her a smile before he stepped inside and immediately found himself being introduced to some new individuals. The hesitation that he couldn't shake crept back in but he was polite as ever as he nodded to them, a ghost of a smile on his lips as he looked from one to the other.

"It's nice to meet you both." Sense of humor or not, it was always good to have the medical staff on your good side. Jeff.

The offered hand helped Kuron relax and he took it, giving it a firm shake.

"Thank you, Jeff. I really appreciate everything you've done already, even if it doesn't seem like much," Kuron said sincerely. Given the circumstances Jeff could have acted completely different but he'd been welcoming and informative and that was more than enough for Kuron. He released the other's hand with a lingering smile before his attention went back to Doc and Jun. "So I guess this means I'm all yours now?"
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some of his faces are just adorable I can't deal with him

[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-17 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Allowing the doctors to do their job, Kuron did his best to stay relaxed and compliant with whatever they asked and whatever they needed to do. It was difficult though, especially since this body was still so new to him; just a few hours old at best. Each unfamiliar touch felt twice as strange as it probably should, his body still adjusting him to the fact that he should be feeling that and yes that was his body they were touching. Occasional glances were thrown over towards Lisa as the doctors looked him over, ran their scans, just needing the reassurance that she was still there. That the person he was most familiar with, even if they had only known each other for a short amount of time when it came down to it, was still visible. Hadn't left him.

When the commander entered Kuron instinctively straightened to attention out of habit and because he caught the way Lisa did and followed suit, not turning away from the doctors just yet of course.

But maybe this meant--

yes. They were done.

He gave them both a parting nod of thanks for their time before turning his attention to Lisa and Hawkins, thankful for the familiar presence at his side as he was introduced to the commanding officer.

"Likewise, sir," Kuron replied as he took the other man's hand and shook it. "That sounds great, actually." It's hard to shake the constant feeling of cold especially when you're still dissociating from your body. It was as he released the commander's hand that he looked at Lisa, a momentary, fleeting look of hesitation in his gaze before he was once more looking at the commander. "I know I have no place to be asking for things just yet but would it be alright for Lisa to stay with us?" To continue to stay with him, just for now.
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o7!!!

[personal profile] paladinpuppet 2018-08-22 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Kuron simply nodded. He was extremely grateful that they were all being understanding and allowing Lisa to stay with him. He knew it was a selfish request perhaps even a bit out of line to some degree but--

he glanced at her as their hands touched again and a gentle smile appeared.

She was the only constant he had right now.

Once they were on the bridge he was back to his more neutral expression, nodding just slightly to some of the officers about as he followed the commander into his office. He didn't make a move to sit until Hawkins was gone again and Lisa had taken a seat first, his shoulders sagging almost unnoticeable as he made his way over to sit beside her and rest his hand in hers.

"I'm alright. It's more overwhelming than I'd like to admit." Probably because he's still not settled. Still not comfortable. He'd get use to it. His fingers tightened around hers some, his eyes staying on her as he smiled that same gentle smile from before. "Thank you for staying with me."