Yuuri startled as his shoulders were grabbed and his hand slipped away from the other's to rest in his lap.
Why wasn't he angry?
"...Because I'm not...I'm a mess," he said with a weak smile and a half shrug, head tilting as he looks at the other and a few tears finally start to fall. "Because I'm a mess and I've always just expected you and everyone else to get tired of me."
Phichit. Victor. Yuri. Chris. All of them. He constantly wondered why they still put up with him given how much of an emotional wreck he could be at times.
"I love you, Victor. I don't know how to handle it because I've never let myself love someone like this before and all I want is for you to be happy," he admitted, the smile fading as his hands both curled into fists against his knees in an attempt to hide how much they were shaking. "I just want everyone to be happy."
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Why wasn't he angry?
"...Because I'm not...I'm a mess," he said with a weak smile and a half shrug, head tilting as he looks at the other and a few tears finally start to fall. "Because I'm a mess and I've always just expected you and everyone else to get tired of me."
Phichit. Victor. Yuri. Chris. All of them. He constantly wondered why they still put up with him given how much of an emotional wreck he could be at times.
"I love you, Victor. I don't know how to handle it because I've never let myself love someone like this before and all I want is for you to be happy," he admitted, the smile fading as his hands both curled into fists against his knees in an attempt to hide how much they were shaking. "I just want everyone to be happy."