It was hard for Yuri to reconcile with himself as it was. He'd fallen and the points had been close. If JJ had skated his best then he seriously would have lost regardless..

"...what I'm doing isn't good enough to win on its own.. I was lucky JJ messed up. I was lucky you messed up in your first program!"

He knew he was being stupid but he felt just.. over done. His body would be sore tomorrow, his chest still hurt. And Victor hadn't even spoke to him yet.

Not since the podium.. it hurt his feelings.

"This is why I'd rather look up to you anyway, you don't make me feel like shit..."