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Katsuki Yūri ([personal profile] musicinmotion) wrote in [community profile] abstractborders 2017-01-16 03:51 am (UTC)

cries

Yuuri's quiet while Victor speaks, the other's body language making it clear that whatever was about to be said was something Victor was struggling with. He understood how that felt and waited, allowing the other to get everything out that he needed to say.

He knew exactly where the other was coming from. Understood the worry because it was something that Yuuri himself had worried about many a times over. Was he simply starstruck with Victor? Was it just a crush that was going to fade? Was he getting in over his head? Every time those questions had plagued him he had managed to calm himself down with several deep breaths and reassurances that it was okay to indulge in things you wanted.

And in this case, he wanted this. He wanted Victor.

His hand tightens around Victor's as he shifts his weight forward to glide closer, bumping into his fiance and resting his free hand on his waist.

"...I am happy. It's scary--terrifying actually, all of this, I mean. It's all so new to me and I have no idea what to do or say most of the time," Yuuri admitted, gaze still down as he leans in to rest his forehead against Victor's shoulder. "But isn't..it's like ice skating, at least that's what I keep telling myself. I'll never know if something's going to work unless I try it. Unless I throw caution to the wind and go for it." Doing a quad flip was very different from offering your heart and everything you are to someone but it was an analogy that worked for him.

Closing his eyes, Yuuri let out a breath.

"I know this is where I want to be."

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