Victor grabs Yuuri's shoulders, holding them in an almost vice grip. He wants to shake Yuuri, to make him understand it didn't have anything to do with Yuuri as a person but everything to do with Victor.
"I'm terrified. I've never been.. ... I've never loved anyone like I love you and I don't know what to do! I just.. I know I can't live up to what you deserve.."
Victor was a player. He dated, sure, but he always got bored, moved on too soon, forgetting to tell the person he was dating. He always got himself into trouble. Phichit should have been easy to bed. Phichit was absolutely the perfect target.
But even drunk and high Victor hadn't been able to, because Yuuri.
"Why aren't you angry at me..? You should be angry, please.. Please be angry at me..."
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Victor grabs Yuuri's shoulders, holding them in an almost vice grip. He wants to shake Yuuri, to make him understand it didn't have anything to do with Yuuri as a person but everything to do with Victor.
"I'm terrified. I've never been.. ... I've never loved anyone like I love you and I don't know what to do! I just.. I know I can't live up to what you deserve.."
Victor was a player. He dated, sure, but he always got bored, moved on too soon, forgetting to tell the person he was dating. He always got himself into trouble. Phichit should have been easy to bed. Phichit was absolutely the perfect target.
But even drunk and high Victor hadn't been able to, because Yuuri.
"Why aren't you angry at me..? You should be angry, please.. Please be angry at me..."